Happy Is as Happy Does

Acta Non Verba

You worry about your own game. There's plenty there to keep you busy. —Herb Brooks

Let us, then, be up and doing,

With a heart for any fate;

Still achieving, still pursuing,

Learn to labor and to wait.

—Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Above: A portrait of the artist writer as a young man boy.

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Happiness is a funny, fickle thing.

It leaps and bounds and jumps and scuttles and hides and seeks and peeks and surprises.

It resembles a rabbit: wonderful to behold, but hard to catch.

It is similar to sleep: the more you try for it, the less likely it is to come.

It’s like a Chinese finger trap: release comes from pushing together, not pulling apart.

It’s easy to recognize, but hard to define—as Justice Potter Stewart famously uttered, “[You] know it when [you] see it.”

Like good writing, it is more showing than telling. A wide grin and booming laugh say a lot more than a litany of “I’m happys.” In fact, the more you say you are something, the less likely it is to be true (e.g. those that anoint themselves innovative or funny or trustworthy). Acta non verba.

Though perceived externally, it is an inside job. It’s less about the smile and more so the soul. It is assurance of one’s goodness by doing right by yourself, your loved ones, your world.

Above all, happiness is a byproduct, not a destination or end all be all.

It is not a target at which to aim, but an outcome which to savor.

How can one find it?

The opening of Leo Tolstoy's Anna Karenina proves apt: "All happy [people] are alike; each unhappy [person] is unhappy in its own way."

You really don’t need all that much. Below are a few indispensable things from my own personal experience:

• A person to love

• A faith to guide

• A family to cherish

• An environment to inspire awe

• A cause to champion

• A hobby to pursue

• A community to foster

• The solace in knowing that you have led a life worth living

By opening yourself up to these things you leave yourself vulnerable to hurt and loss, but the joy of love is far more powerful than the pain of regret.

As Voltaire wrote in Candide, we all must cultivate our garden. It is simple and straightforward, as told by Luke Combs in “Does To Me”

So say I'm a middle of the road

Not much to show

Underachieving, average Joe

But I'm a hell of a lover

A damn good brother

And I wear this heart on my sleeve

And that might not mean much to you

But it does to me

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Just as I did at the beginning of this piece, retrieve a picture of yourself as a child, give it a long, hard look, and heed Lt. Col. Frank Slade’s stirring call to arms in Scent of a Woman:

You hold this boy's/girl’s future in your hands…It's a valuable future. Believe me.

Don't destroy it! Protect it. Embrace it. 

It's gonna make ya proud one day — I promise you.

Do the work required to be a person deserving of happiness.

The (wo)man in the mirror is as good a place to start as any.

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Per my about page, White Noise is a work of experimentation. I view it as a sort of thinking aloud, a stress testing of my nascent ideas. Through it, I hope to sharpen my opinions against the whetstone of other people’s feedback, commentary, and input.

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With sincere gratitude,

Tom